go to a psychiatrist. Getting married is not a solution dude else u will do same thing to ur wife as well

I don't know dude, all my life i have been taking medicines

Wake up at 5 AM everyday, stretch up your body for 10 minutes and do the following:
1) Bhastrika Pranayama (Do this pranayama only for 2 to 5 min)
2) Kapalbhati Pranayama
3) Anulom Vilom Pranayama
Then take some rest for 10 to 15 minutes. After this, sit on sukhasana, or siddhasana or padmasana and do 'so hum' meditation. Close your eyes, while inhalation mentally say 'so' and while exhalation mentally say 'hum. So Hum literally means 'That I am'. Do this meditation for at least 30 minutes everyday.
Do all these for 3 months and come talk to me. I guarantee that you will be completely a new person if you genuinely and sincerely practice what I mentioned above. Hari Om Tat Sat.

@ujyalo friend, since you mentioned that you have been in medication already so, I guess, merely suggesting to go to a psychiatrist won't help because you seemed to have tried that already. Besides continuing to take the professional help and doing what some of our friends, here, have suggested, please do not lose hope. Let's be positive and I am sure you will find love and help if you seek. Please ask.

I also often go to Quora and Reddits to interact and read because I do not myself have many friends where I live and these sites have indulged me in positive ways (or so I think) as I do not currently have a Facebook account, though. Probably, I interpreted Facebook as 'my life is better than yours' so I tuned out.

Listen to this guy in youtube - Ajahn Brahm; very uplifting talks. He has tons of talks posted on youtube. Following are just a sample. Besides follow UJL's advice.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zY6Q-OnMTEE

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=USC5MJVZLy8

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fulNpz9zXg8

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OtVTw9g55kU

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NMYJoY5gPKg

I sometimes go through the same situation. One time I almost hired some goons to beat my home gal's husband until he end up like a handicap so that i can get her love. Bitch and vagina is the most craziest thing that I can't control sometimes too.

real talk

enjoy this video boi
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=giABAfeEc0U

What kinds of vagina u can't control man

mustang ko vagina just kidding

Who is that girl in your profile bro

if I would be following what UJL sadhu maharaj is recommending then I would for sure be mentally ill. :) :)
Guys, it's the loneliness that is taking control over your mind and ruining stuff.
make a circle with nepali and dhotis although you feel like they are filthy jerks and bunch of aholes.
try other ethnicity as well just to have someone to talk some shady stuff..
don't you guys know the story of how sajha is formed? let me put this way, how san(ey) got the motive for sajha?

Dude, you need to refocus what is ur priority in your life. Maintain a schedule which will include your work, exercise time, time for yourself to relax and whatever things you are involved with. U need to take things in positive way. There is a good documentary about "law of attraction" in youtube. Highly recommended for you. You need friends all the time especially in foreign countries. So hangout more and always stay positive my friend. It might take some time for you to realize but keep on working towards your goal. Everybody does!!! Good luck!!

I suggest you try to be as gay as possible.

think positive, talk positive and feel positive.

see the doctor before its too late....i used to have anxiety disorder. you might be in depression.
37.5 mg paxil and 0.5 mg klonopin made me felt better.

good luck.

Ujyalo ji,

May I recommend you Vipassana Meditation ? Please try a ten-day meditation course; if you can. It may benefit you also. www.dhamma.org

i think most men/adult pass through such phase once or more in their life time. time is the healer. in the mean time dont screw up things and try to keep yourself busy- friends, workout, meetups

mero ex gf ho

@divorceguy: Post your sextape to prove it.

dude i will have if sajha would have let me do it, like post it on sajha but not in other porn sites coz i dun want it to go viral