Hello People! I Am Looking For A Song . Searched Everywhere But Found Nowhere. I Was First Introduced To This Song In School, By A Bombshell From Bhutan. Day In Day Out She Used To Listen To This Song. The First Time I Heard It, I Thought She Was Crazy to Like It And The Second Time I heard It I Thought I Was Crazy To Not Have Liked It. I Do Not Know The Name Of The Singer Or Even The Name Of The Album. I Understand It's A Real Old Song And I Have Its Broken Lyrics:
All The ............................. All The Nights Where I Lay All The Times When I Called You, Only Needing A Friend. .................................................................. ............. . Now Your Eyes Shines With Beauty, That I Missed Long Ago. Yes The Truth Is I Love You I Can................. ........ Yes I Need You Yes I Want You YES I LOVE YOU.
If Anyone Of You Has Any Idea Of Which Song I'm Talking About Then Please Lemme Know. Thanks
Loote , I always knew your thought on this and the last time you addressed me as Bro, i felt like hanging you upside down on a Pine tree and then ask someone to chop it down.
If god had cared to ask me before sending me to this world, i woud have chosen to be a boy. Life would have been so much easier for me, Nevertheless, Cheers to womanhood!
(few days ko "hardwork" lai dekhai dim halum wahahah ;oP)
deleted* haha loote bro read the blog if u got the time and nothn better to do ;oP (will post the part there which was supposed to be part of the reply to u but ...errr why am i "runnin" away?its still gonna be in a public place hoina?why shud i still be that sensitive about the length!of my blabbering!and esp since i think i heard longer is better? haha )
*pastes here*
oops deleted it again.. length(and plus some other issues) scared me :o| hehe
yeah i do like to believe laziness is an asset(and im not just sayn this cos im lazy! hehe) those who beg to differ..all i have to say is.. u just dunno how to USE IT!thats why!;oP hehe esp u industrious ppl!have u ever wondered how just a bit(tinee winee bit) of laziness(when used correctly and at the "right time" ..timin does matter doesnt it?;oP hehe) makes u feel so refreshed and charged up to be more productive? and think about it..just a "bit" does so much wonder!so isnt it a huge asset?haha ..oh some assets arent for us to have in plentiful and i guess "laziness" falls into that eh?urghh must be my luck to be blessed with such abundance :oS hehe
and cheers for tryn (i know u did try how much u might deny!;oP hehe) to make me feel like "normal"(and sane ;oP) by admitting u laze around time to time too..and wat will the world be if our wild(or unwild ;oP) wishes were to fulfilled in a sec?hmmm i guess we would know that if such a world existed in the 1st place?;oP hehe if that was possible wont we be experiencing it now?;oP..dun u think so its just us tryn to "comfort" ourselves to thinkn/believing that watever/however things are..its for the best for us?the realist in us that knows we must get over things that are stoppin us from movin forward(im presuming going forward is the right way for all of us!;oP)
ok i will stop here on the "lazy" topic dun wanna it to end up like the "milk" topic hoina?;oP hehe esp with this wandering mind(mood) i have(am in right now) :oS hehe
about slow rock guess i wasnt into it that day ;oP..well music goes with the mood doesnt it?vice versa hehe..but dun u feel that slow rock(like most songs are) about the other gender..both genders being together etc?hehe and well guess from my tinee winee experience in that part of life...currently i prefer songs/music less of those stuffs tho of cos when mood persist(or when i accidentally get to hear some good ones esp the old familiar ones..mood just sways towards wat i call the "scary" zone..well wat we dunno,wat we cant comprehend, scares us doesnt it?esp when we feel we have to understand and get/know the answer?it scares me <-- is this a poker face emote?just noticed and already lovin it hehe) oops..oops oops!i shudnt get too distracted!
anyways im sure u heard of this before "if u look and focus only on the tree..u will miss the forest" and i guess the opposite can be said too(as it is for everything out there..no?) just remembered how bruce lee proverb.."its like a finger pointing at the moon..if u stare at the finger u will miss the heavenly glory"(googled to quote that word to word incase someone mistakenly takes me for a die-hard bruce lee fan ;oP
but i guess when he said that if the opponent was pessimistic as me..he def could reply back "u think im a kid to fall for that and get hit!i have watched enuf movies/cartoons ok!";oP
if i can remember..i think i might not have told this to anyone(are u still following me?feeln drowsy arent u?its not the time of the night!or wat u did the night before and didnt get enuf sleep ;oP..its me charm i tell u! hehe)..guess wat?i jhust changed my mind and not sharing it!wat an anti-climax?:oS hehe...arghhh!!bloody fickle minded?well thats a part of it..i just realised it might get even longer if i started mentioning that stuff(s) ;oP hehe...or am i being slouch again?darn laziness isnt inherited is it?dunno when i got infected but now its roots has extended so deep inside me..if only my face ..my body(esp the hair part ;oP hehe) resembled that of a sloth?i just might fall for, (and be accepted at least in smthing?) both in physical features and behavior?:oS hehe hehe..who knows might be someone that the sloth will look up to?wahaha ;oP
oops..better finish this fast and i do mean fast.. for the sake of both u and any unwitting,curious reader(too bored werent u?;oP hehe) who wasted some(err make it too much ;oP) effort and energy to read this ;oP hehe
am not really into gothic(currently still too stubborn to really "move" out of this niche of mine and get into smthing else..not that im really really into wat im currently in ;oP hehe..i wish i could go "deeper" :oD but due to situations and me being me..urghh..well maybe i just like to still hear somethings that is around me?:oD hehe) but liked the music(kinda felt it was soothin and inspiring..u know uplifting..esp the intro before the singer starts "singing" and lifts u to another "place" :oD hehe) and the video(well i guess some might find it disturbing) but i found it beautiful (u know expressive):oD...my head alway turns(and stares for a while before i realise the person might not like it ..but turn again later when i feel its "safe" ;oP) when i see ppl dressed up gothic etc and not cos of the "shock/curiosity" like some ppl ;oP..i just find it nice!:oD..esp cos its smthing i never did nor could do(its out of my comfort zone and get goosebumps just thinkn im dressing like that and havin tonnes of eyes on staring at me ;oP hehe but if no one really stared and lettn u be who u r without judging too much etc....hmm if that happening was possible..i might just have tried tho not totally gothic look..just some things like the black mascaraed eyes..piercings and some shiny accessories..ok better wake up from my fantasy world!which u made me go to ;oP hehe )
well guess always had a thing for the "dark" side(or am i in that side?:o|)..wanna come over and join us?;oP hehe
and i hope JG bro has found the songs he has been lookn for..couldnt find it in my pc(and no idea where the cds are :oS hehe)..esp if he has installed limewire..give a man a song and u help him add one song to his current library..teach him about limewire(and any other p2p softwares) and the harddrive(and any other storage devices) he has is the limit eh?;oP
anyways hopes all well..productivity has been below 30% for me today(and im being really kind with myself when i said that!hehe) so i better go up it(after i finish a few more postings..really short one tho..i mean it!;oP hehe..darn this procrastinating habit!it always comes when i least need it!!!:oS hehe but due to it..im feel full of vigour and more focused right now..bless the power of GUILT!!haha )and oh ..thanks for saving me from being hung up on a pine tree(i dun think i would have been as lucky as u to be let off scotfree esp since i dun really have much faith in luck :oS hehe)...i thot the same too..well as they sayn goes..."great mind thinks alike"?i felt great for a moment there esp thinkin i had a great mind like u(even if i could enjoy that joy for a moment ;oP hehe)
ok next ;oP
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aviator(haha bloody leonardo and his movies!!it brainwashes ppl i tell u!if u must hang anyone up!its him!!we sure would be more happy to help chop down the tree?;oP hehe oh yeah that reminds me..the parents too must be hung!no prisoners spared!!those parents who brainwashes their children..i dunno about other gender but from me and my same gender frens..they kinda expected us to become either an engr..doctor or PILOT!!how were we the sojho bholo bacha..supposed to know that there existed tonnes of other professions out there and we just didnt have a choice of 3!!:oS hehe )
anyways regardin ur thot that i ..
*takes a deep breath and gives out the hoarsest(not a horse!nor a donkey!nor an ass! hai ;oP)manly AHEM that he can muster* hehe(btw thats a "manly" sounding "hehe" hai ;oP actually i do find the term manly a bit too errr.."over-thought-about" so make that "hehe" and "ahem" as "guyly" and not manly..def not girly hai ;oP hehe)
so maybe now that i dun sound so girly but guyly?(u better say so!even if u dun mean it!:@ ;oP hehe) ..esp after u made me use some of my secret..which aint secret anymore!but alas!wat could a guy do?whenl..he has been given such "comments'?even if a guy had been told he is such an arsehole,jerk etc..but in the end he still is considered a guy?so if a guy aint considered a guy?wat could be worse?naheeen! hehe)ibrainwashing techniques on u..which i picked up thru my experiences over the years of being brainwashed?:oS hehe
seriously even my nick sounds girlish(to u!!!)re..arghhh!!!i dun mind the other thots u have about my writing or the amount of "hehe"(not like i mind the thot about the nick too but just need to type on smthing so ..;oP)cos yeah ppl(frens) do say i seem possessed when i type..and smtimes i think so too!dun u think soo too?;oP hehe and say if being possessed is possible..that means the spirit that possessed me doesnt necessarily have to be of a male gender?so thats not my "fault" is it?i have no choice in that do i?;oP hehe... but the nick!!i chose it myself!!and i just thot it emitted "guyliness"!!arghhh!!!i get it!!i must have been possessed when i chose this nick too! since i was typing when i chose it?yeah!!bloody spirit(s)!care a bit about the body ur possessing too!esp after u leave it!i have to pay for all those things that u all are shud be accounted for!
that done(and i feel much better since i have "excused" myself again!;oP hehe)..
aviator..know wat?..this thot just came about..that u seem to see so much "girl-liness" in me(hopefully not just me cos that might prove this "theory" right ..that just popped out..yeah a eureka moment!;oP..) as they say "beauty is in the eye of the beholder" hoina?if anyone wanna see smthing beautiful in anything ..if they really long/want for it..they will?thats wat i like to believe :oD..so if anyone strongly (esp subconciously ;oP)wanna see girl-liness..they just might in weird weird places(ppl of other gender?;oP hehe)so which means?haha..u know wat i mean?which side do u swing?;oP hehe jk hehe just sayn lame lame stuffs and i have more :oD haha..
and where i am?im here!duh!;oP haha..well u know down under..yeah there!:oD..and i wont go sayn something crude(im a crass-y person :oS hehe) like..i have no idea why they call it that..im sure its cos of the geography and not cos they have a culture here to go down under etc wahaha..did i end up sayn it in the end?:o|
and oh i dunno wat u are waiting/searchn for next(esp after that 1 yr wait for that song ;oP hehe..was hopin that u share another title and a soothin song)..but i just bummed into the other thread "strange world" and saw wat u were DESPERATELY waitin for..even if u have to bide ur whole life i assume?and that cracked me up!wahaha...were u serious when u said u were "desperately waitn" for that? hehe
u really seem to say "god"(gawd) a lot?(just realised it wasnt a brainer when u said "OMG" wat gender u were ;oP hehe...guess we need to look at trees time to time instead of the whole forest?;oP hehe)..u seem like close to gawd?and i dunno if gawd made a mistake by makin me a me hehe(that is if gawd does exist!im agnostic!improvement from being a atheist?which i always thot i was but changed sometime back hehe)..who knows maybe gawd(if it exists ..just emphasizing my agnosticism ;oP hehe)had asked u?and u had chosen to be the current u?but alas u cant remember those personal talk u had with it then can u?even if u said u can remember who will believe u and take u seriously?tough life hoina?;oP hehe
lets just say u didnt get a choice..but since u were sent to be the other gender..well maybe just maybe gawd did have that much faith and belief in u that u can do it?and get thru those hardships the other gender have to go thru?;o) :o) hehe..
and dun wanna say anything about womanhood(which i have no idea of..since i aint no woman!;oP hehe if i said anything towards the line of i have some idea of womanhood and the great things it means..who would take me seriously?;oP and not without ulterior motives?haha) nor anything about manhood since if i did that i just be called a typical man!(narcissistic guy gender!?;oP)..hmm maybe i shud say smthing on that?at least i be considered a guy(even if im possessed by smthing else?;oP hehe esp since im typing now ..lots of bhakwash!im possessed i tell u!!:oS hehe)...
anyways i better say some cheers and to some "hood"?..ok i thot of smthing! cheers to robinhood!!haha...the prince of thieves!heroes of the poor!(plus he existed didnt he?unlike womanhood or manhood..which differs in meaning to/for each diff person?..he a benevolent figure..just the thot of stealing from the rich and giving to the poor makes u feel so doesnt it?unless ur a rich person who has been robbed?;oP hehe..and if ur unlike me..poor and such a figure giving freebies!darn that sounds so nice!;oP hehe..yeah there are poorer ppl than me :oS..ok i shall stop!)
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flippu!..dun bother tryn to remember(esp when im there to repeat it to u again until ur khan phakney..and ur eyes chilauney/get irritated due to too much exertion reading typings/bhakwash ;oP hehe)...
hope ur thots are more dried up now :oD..i cant stop thinkin ur drenched thots will pull u down :oS (same like how drenched clothes make u feel :oS )..and hope that thing is sorted and ur fren was amazingly the most understanding/forgiving/patient person!for the sake of ur other fren :oD hehe
tc!:oD
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amazing bro ..dunno if u be reading this(if u ask me..i dun think any sane person will be reading any part of this ;oP )..
but since u said thank u in advance..and i was in this "information overload" mood and had to get it out...
seemslike it is a thai band(singer)..esp since found it in a thai site and the accent sounds kinda thai-ish wahahaha(well have some good mates from there..they are great ppl!:oD)
okenuf time off for me..have fun!:oD and dun be too shocked(esp those who havent seen me sprout out bhakwash ;oP..the ones who already has seen before..u better have been "prepared'!!if not all my other prev "hardwork" would have gone down the drain i tell u!:o( yeah right!;oP)
“Should I Cry? Or Should I laugh? Or Should I Hang Myself to the Pine tree on which I was planning to hang looteâ€, This is genuinely what I felt after reading your reply. Gosh! How can you write something so long ( Did you gulped a bowl of spinach before you started writing? ) & How can you be so serious about some crap that I’d said. Chill okay! & Please do understand that I didn’t intend to insult you. It’s just that I found your name girlish( I still do ) & also, do continue using those hehe’s, it looks cute. God! You’ve written what not……….If I’d ever want to see girl-liness then all I’ll have to do is check the mirror (which I always do )
& since you’d mentioned about the time diff. so I just wanted to know where you were & please be sure that I won’t die of heart-attack if I fail to find where you are,:P….Though I was struck with this feeling that you could be at Afghanistan ( Probably working for laden ) as you’ve written something so sad in your profile, Now don’t jump down my throat for this, no-no M not trying to interfere or something, you can add some more sad lines to it if you wish to. :D:P & Yes I’m desperately waiting for what I’ve mentioned. Also please note that my desperateness’ applies only to the ones’ who are looking forward to eat some defenseless creature’s private parts. How I hate such people! You should’ve been a lawyer( if you’re not), as you have ability to kill the prosecutor only with your talks( Without needing a weapon that is)
And I still feel that living the life of a girl is lot more harder to living a boy's , nevertheless, Cheers to womanhood! ( Robinhood too) Goodluck!
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<-- is this a poker face emote?just noticed and already lovin it hehe) oops..oops oops!i shudnt get too distracted!
hehe..who knows might be someone that the sloth will look up to?wahaha ;oP 
dun u think soo too?;oP hehe and say if being possessed is possible..that means the spirit that possessed me doesnt necessarily have to be of a male gender?so thats not my "fault" is it?i have no choice in that do i?;oP hehe... but the nick!!i chose it myself!!and i just thot it emitted "guyliness"!!arghhh!!!i get it!!i must have been possessed when i chose this nick too!
hehe 
) & How can you be so serious about some crap that I’d said. Chill okay! & Please do understand that I didn’t intend to insult you. It’s just that I found your name girlish( I still do 