Dear Sajha reader,
I am very very sorry to write this message and I question myself who am I? Am I a human being or not? what is different between me and other nepalese people? I don't get satisfied answer and I am innerly burning myself.
I know that while I am writing my problem nobody will listen to me and nobody care to me and others who are like me.
It is the universal truth that the world is running on the 21st century. But in Nepal still they are busy to seperate the lower caste and upper caste system. Not only in Nepal, even in abroad their thinking style is same. I think they don't have the thinking power at all. They can not feel anything and they don't know what is life, what is humanity and what is human right. They are only proud of themselves being so-called high caste. And making the caste base they want to show their devilness. You might be puzzle d that what I am talking about and what is the topic? What made me to write this; the answer is below:
I was born in Nepal as being so-called low caste. Now, I am in New York, USA. I am at college now. Everybody knows that how expensive room/apartment is in US, specially New York city. So, I request to share an apartment with a Nepali guy thinking my own family and relatives. I had thought that the nepalese caste system will be limited within Nepal. And then they asked my caste, I told the reality after that he said, " I am so sorry, if you shared apartment with us then nobody gonna come to our apartment and everybody will hate us". I surprised and asked, why? He easily answered, " you are Dalit, untouchable caste". Hearing all this I became so sad and cried myself. I had never thought that I am such a lower level person. I could not sleep at all, it made me really upset with my life. On the another day, I saw an advertisement at India Abroad (which publishes in New York) that a Nepali family is looking for a roommate to share a room. I called them and it was almost fixed to move their apartment and finally they asked my caste and I told the truth, again they repeated the same statement stated above. I felt like a deadbody myself and cried again. Numerous time I tried to share a room with Nepali people but all the time I was rejected and rejected. Finally, I am tired and I am sharing a room with a Indonesian family. I am also Nepali, I love Nepal and I have the same blood as other Nepali people has but why I am being an actor of hatred among Nepalese people. I am asking the question myself. Guys, if you have heart and humanity please, could you spend a second to solve the problem?

If deadbody or anybody would have known answers to the above questions, the world would consider him/her an enlightened soul(for lack of a better substitute).
how can you stay sad if you know all the answers that has plagues the human mind since Aristotle, Plato etc.? I, for one, would be jumping up and down without a care about what other people think about me.

Deadbody, personally I think you and this story is full of it. Though I don't disagree that discrimination against lower caste still exists in some part of Nepal, I just can't believe people who are living in non other than NY, where there are all sorts of race, religion, castes all mixed up would be so narrow minded or say something of that to someone's face. Even in Nepal, the people who discriminate try not to make it so direct.

deadbody dont feel sad. you cannot debunk your opinion about the whole nepali community just because some people are mean towards you. I dont have any discrimination towards any casts or status. They have to have good heart thats all.

yo danny dai ko post jaile pani kina yaasto laaaaaaamo?

I am sorry to hear about your bad experience. Seriously.. caste system abroad ?? that also in the metropolitan area like NYC..... that is really surprising and sad. Well lets hope those low-minded so called "high class" people will not get any roomates and will have to pay $2,000 per person. That will be their punishment. Or may be getting kicked out from their job for their race and ethnicity..that will definately bring them self-realization...

All i can say is instead of feeling low and bad abt yourself u should feel sorry and pity for those assH@les . Though they were born in high society they lack a biggest quality that every human being should have..."Humanity" . Sooner or later they will realize... such a low mentality will take them nowhere. So don't take their 2 cents thoughts in your heart.

Life is beautiful ....so first of all go and change your name from deadboy to full-of-lilfe or livelyboy :o)

Peace!!

DB, I sympathize with u if actually u had to go thru discrimination in NY or anywhere else.

But you (and others concerned) know what........life is too short to be spent complaining. Dont give a sh*t to what others think about you..........MOVE ON. Dont hang around with those ..........tyatro New York ma Nepali haru sita nai basna janu parchha bhanne chha? WEll, ke bhasan diyai bho ra..........

Deadbody THANK YOU for the wonderful comment. Like all these people have said DON'T CARE ABOUT WHAT OTHERS ARE SAYING ABOUT YOU, YOU NEED TO RESPECT YOURSELF AND OTHERS. THAT WILL MAKE YOU BETTER PERSON.

"KILL THEM WITH KINDNESS". You keep being nice and being your self, they will eventually come to their sense and they will realize how bad they treated you.
Or easier way "SCREW THEM". There will come a time in their life where they will be critisize by other and they will think about all the people they have hurt so far and they will realize and hopefully they will stop all this B-shit.

"Yeah safar bohot hain kathin magar, na udash ho mere humsafar" song from 1942 A LOVE STORY.

Peace Out..............................