Tonight, the celebration time of New Year Eve and I was thinking of sharing some nice words like

"God, bless us with Lord Buddha once again, to regain the peace and prosperity in Nepal, 

bless us with a true leader to lead us in new direction, or punish the selfish leaders, who are always promoting corruption and injustice, bless us with a new hero like Anuradha to recall that at least we have someone to be proud of and so on." when suddenly I was pulled away by the memory of older video posted on facebook,

"a video entitled Kahile Thulo Manche Banna Sakina mentioning that, even the Jogi's who have been praying forever outside of the gods temple have never been fulfilled with their wishes, so are you the close relative of gods to be granted with all your wishes"

I became silent for few seconds, realized a light smile on my face and started to re-think about what I have done in the past year and what I plan to accomplish in coming new year. I was kind of almost lost in my own feelings and again, somehow got connected with the earlier topic 

"when will the Nepali leaders act like a true leader, how can we stop them from being such an d***h****d a**h***, ruining and forcing towards the dark side of life, how can we punish them for enjoying and misusing our earing to visit abroad countries in spite of focusing on the new constitution yet to be built and so on".

Feeling the anger in myself with all these, I felt like S***t*** all these villains one by one but I simply cannot do that. Also it might fulfill my wishes for some extent but this will not bring the everlasting peace and progress I wished for. At present, I have nothing in my hand to which I can do something, at least some good deeds but I wish I could do something in near future. I know, all of us have kind of similar feelings towards our loving country. Although I have the first paragraph in my mind, I am still wishing for peace, progress, prosperity to all of us. God bless us with the power and knowledge that we could do at least one good deed in this new year, at which I can be proud of myself. 

आन्तमा नया वर्ष २०११ को हार्दिक सुभकामना,  अनि साचै नया नेपाल बनाउने अर्को बुद्धको को कामना