Memories Still Make Me Cry

As I sit here, gazing out of my window,
My mind fills with endless thoughts of you...
I wonder what it is you're doing,
and who is with you, when you go...

I sit and think about all the times we've had,
and the things we've been through...
I wish so much to be there,
even if it's just once more...

Just so we can sit in the rain together,
Like we did when we were at the shore...
I know you remember! How could you forget?

"Together Forever, you and I,
This Love we have, shall never die...
That was just one of many nights,
We had together that we lived without regret...

I will never forget our times we spent,
Even now, the memories still make me cry...

This one's not by me by seems like someone wrote my story......
:-)
Ajay

" Pages of my Life"

This Very Moment
If I die........
Do I have Anyone
Behind To Cry ?
Use to Have
Two Beautifull Eyes
Thought those were mine
But I wasnt right
She left me Behind....

Last Night
As I was layin ( On my beD )
Donno How ?
Her thoughts Came
And I started Cryin
It was the first time
I ever cried,From Deep Inside
I felt like
I lost a Big part of me.

It hass been
Long time
Since She Decided
2 Quiet Our relation
Donno what came 2 her mind
I didnt had any option
But 2 let her Go
Cause I know
The moment,
She was tellin me
About her societyyyyy
I started belivin She wasnt
Made for me........
So Sad that My Love didnt last
For more than couppla week

Wish I could Turn back the time
Back to the moment when
U said that U love me too
Wish I could turn back the time
Back to the moment
When U cried holding my hands
Promising that U will never leave me
Wish I could turn back the time
Back to the moment
When I was in your cozy arms
Like a child,Tellin you about all my Hurts
Wish I could turn back the time ........... AjaY

By the way This one's Mine :-)

Picture Talk's

what place is that?

Rythm ji I donno what place that is.Sorry
I found this picture very Intresting K. Thats why I posted it...

yup!its intereeeesding :D

eklo jewwan, ekanta bato,kavita anusar lagyo jeewan le khaideyo ejuram ko sato:P

bit sad but nice one ajay jee.

good day!
~*ruIna*~

In that picture, only the road looks empty, but it has houses around it, so there are people nearby, who would surely open door if you knock, they might or might not like you knocking their door but they would surely open it,

fall, it must be cold, i would not want my children to go out and play,

again it looks like the road in the picture has been highly engineered, traffic engineering looks sound from the yellow mark on the road, and correct visco elastic analysis has been done from looking at the uniform asphalt,

that picture is very encouraging to me

Well, that's life here in US.
I feel lonely at times, very lonely. My family is back home and I sometimes wonder, if my time to be with my family is over. For me family is the most important thing in life and yet I am so far away from them. I wonder if this is what life is all about? Or if this is even a life? Working everyday, sametime, same work, same place/cubicle/desk, meeting same people. I dread Monday's, and I am always waiting for the weekend, and when it comes, it goes in a blink of an eye.
What a life in US.

Okay Ghampani,
you just said that family is the most important thing to you in life, if it is then you wouldn't be here drooling over money. You would be there with them. Even if you do say that you won't be able to look after them because you wouldn't be able to earn enough money in Nepal to support them, if they were really important to you then you would be there with them, not matter what condition you probably would have to live with.
Your life is going by, and you are here living a sucky life remembering you family everyday and wishing to be with them? What kind of a life are you living?????????????

Exactly, nails. You stole words from my mouth.

So, my question is why are you still here? I want you to go back now.:) And i mean right now, I want. So after you read this go and pick up the phone to call the telephone the travel agency:)

Thats a very cool suggestion ,nails.
but i n life many thing s r important . family is most imp. of all..
but hey ,the most important thing is .this very moment.. live this moment .think of wat ur doing not wat u could have done or u would do if u were not here.!
u cant change wat u have done..but surely u can make a difference by doing smthing that will change ur future..

life is a lonely road.. we say it not with the reason that u have to live it alone ..
but of the reason that ,u have come to this road alone and started ur journey of life.. nd will end up going alone ..but its a long way nd u will get many many ppl to give u company.. coming nd going alone doesnot count ..the precious thing is how we walk up to its end ....

Thanks ruIna Ji...


" Ekanta"__________( AjaY )

Jivan Ko yo Eklo Yaatra ma.....
Ekaanta ma pani ekanta ko khoji gardai
Veeran sadak ma lakshyabehinn bhayera,
Ma ajjhai pani hideraheko chu,

Kina hola..? K bhayo.....
usle malai Acchanak Beech bato ma chodi ..Kina gayo ?
Man ma hajaar prashna ajjai pani aairaheko
Ma sunye sadak ma freri afna Uttar khojerahe chu.

Kehi ta chutyo mero afno,
Jasle malai agadi jana roki raheko cha,
Jau bhane pani kaha samma?
Afno saahash pachi chutek jasto.

Galti merai theyo jo maile unlai
Jaanera pani bujhna khojina
Ahile jaba tootyo mutu,
Affnai murkhata ma runa Pani sakina...

Unile cahiyera pani,
Mero Aatma lai bujhna khojinan
Maile caheyera pani unko,
Hriday ma baas pauna sakina

Lukayeko Bhaye Unle malai Afno,
Maya Ko sheetal Caahari ma...
Aaja Bhagya le Malai....,
Yess sunnyata ma doryaudaina thiye hola,

Payeko bhaye kasai ko
Tyo Ujalyoo Nain ko jyoti
Saayed Haaraunethina hola ma
Aaja Yo beech sadaK ma

Kaha samma jaula ma.....
Kahile hola Ujalyoooooo....
Kahile samma Hidula ma Yesari......
Yo Andhaakar ma pani
Andhakar Ko khoji Gardai......

nails, looks like you got your visa rejected.

Sami, for those wonderful words u do deserve an applaud.
And in the case of nails to gham-pani..."so, my question is why are you still here? I want you to go back now.:) And i mean right now, I want. So after you read this go and pick up the phone to call the telephone the travel agency:) "
I find that a bit rude.
I guess gham-pani was expressing his/her feelings the way he/she feels his/her life now then, then his/her back home.
I guess one shouldnt just call a travel agency and fly back to Nepal if they finds or miss back home, bcoz everyone has their own circumstances....and so does i guess ghampani has too. may be he/she is for his/her studies or a career.
Just an opinion. No hurt feelings though.
nivaN

That's precisely what I thought Nivan.

Uffffffffffff Nivan. If ghampani is saying that the most important thing is family. Then what other cirumstances could be more important???
Exactly so he/she is just saying he or she is missing his or her family, but not they are the most important thing to him. If it was then why can't he/she just go back now?

I could be misunderstanding him. So if you think what i said was rude i'd like you to explain to me what you mean.:)

Sami--- Big applaud from me.(even bigger than Nivan's, ;) wink)


Ghampani- Are you still here or in Nepal?:)