We were sitting in the car
And I told him to stop
As the car came to a halt
In my throat was a knot

"We have to break up"
I said with a frown
He just stared at me
Then he looked down

He picked up a paper and pen
And scribbled something on it
Not paying attention to me
God I feel like shit

He folded up the paper
Then handed it to me
Still holding back the tears
"Read it later" he said calmly

He started up the car again
And we were on our way
Why did it have to end like this
Did it really have to be today

I shoved the paper in my pocket
As we crossed the rail road track
Then we stopped at my house
I got out without turning back

I took long heavy steps
Because I'm nothing but trash
Then something grabbed my attention
When behind me was a huge crash

I turned around to see my nightmare
I recognized the car instantly
A train and a car were coiled together
From there, everything got so blurry

Figures running and screaming
"Oh my god, call the ambulance!!!"
Although I already knew he was dead
My life truly is unfair

I just couldn't accept it
The pain I have inside
A million knives went through my heart
And the pain I could not hide

I remember the note he handed me
I read it and began to cry
It said in four simple words
"Without you, I'd die"

Rythm sis Thank you!
danny (i pay her well mind oie k re???

i don't knoe what to say...
holding on by a thread i sway...

i can't take this anymore.
i can't understand anymore.
i can't see anymore.
i can't feel anymore.

i don't knoe what to say...
holding on by a thread i sway...

everything is so wrong.
everything is falling apart.
everything is so messed up.
everything has fallen away.

i don't knoe what to say...
holding on by a thread i sway...

ppl are acting so weird.
ppl are being so cold.
ppl are so stubborn.
ppl are doing things that are so wrong.

i don't knoe what to say...
holding on by a thread i sway...

i have no meaning
i have no point
i have no feelings
i have only veins...filled with hate

i don't knoe what to say...
holding on by a thread i sway...

everyone is so stupid.
no1 knoes what they are doing.
everyone just wants to knoe
what is going on in some1 elses messed up life.
but they don't even care.
but they must find out because
they feel they need to tell the world
of all the things they can find out about a broken heart...
all the things they can find out about a bleeding body...
all the things they can find out about a falling soul...

i don't knoe what to say...
holding on by a thread i sway...

i don't knoe what to say...
holding on by a thread i sway...
all i can do is pray,
that death will come one day,
in the near future on a sun ray,
so that before i go i can play,
and feel for once in this horrid life what it's like to be gay,
and then....slowly...i will be on my way...

Sweet little girl..
Sweet little girl.. outside laughing.. inside crying..
Sweet little girl.. outside happy.. inside dieing..

Sweet little girl.. running away with only a doll in her hands..
Sweet little girl.. can't find anyone who understands..

Sweet little girl.. walking around with a black eye..
Sweet little girl.. only can cry..

Sweet little girl.. having bruises everywhere..
Sweet little girl.. can't go nowhere..

Sweet little girl.. all alone..
Sweet little girl.. all alone.. everyone is gone..

Sweet little girl.. just don't want any longer to live..
Sweet little girl.. with only her soul to give..

Sweet little girl.. crying for so long..
Sweet little girl.. didn't do anything wrong..

Sweet little girl.. want to stop crying now..
Sweet little girl.. don't know how..

Sweet little girl.. alone in the dark..
Sweet little girl.. found dead in a park..

Life isn't cheaper anymore....Death is....Nice poem anyways...

As i said somewhere earlier....sometimes just simple words put together gives so deep meaning. Indeed a nice poem when u go inside your poem and feel it. Keep it up the effort. Sure love to hear you more.
-nivaN

whoa, badarni!
quite impressive.


I loved the first one.

Navin! you are reminding me of norah jones' songs.

where are my CDs????????????????

NORAH! get ur a$$ in the CD player :-<

Nirman ji,Nivian ji and u day ji thank you. padi dinu bhaya ko ma
dhari dhari dhanayabad.

I stare blankly..
I stare blankly at the surrounding mist, the cloudy sheet,
The battle cries, clashing weapons, they soon turn to fleet.
I stare blanky at the dieing earth,so cold and bare,
the injured men, walk past me, to only stare.
I stare blankly at the pounding hearts, so alone and lost
I knew there was a cost,
I stare blankly at the bloodlust night,the shame, the pain..
This is real, it's just not a game.
I stare blankly at the fighting men,till death..they fight,
I walk past them, but I'm really no where in sight.
I stare blankly at the way they look through me,am I a ghost?
as I stand there alone, at my post.
I stare blankly at the soon growing earth, once stained in red,
Is this all true, am I really dead?
I stare blankly at the heavens above,
to where, he has left me...my first love.
I stare blankly at the once smiling face,
I try to see, but there is no trace.
I stare blankly at my once living body,
now burried in the feild, now I'm a nobody,
No one to visit my grave, not even one
I know now, that's it's now all done

badarnikt

thats just great...was that for me??

long time no talk...busy with your exams??

feeling the void...feeling the lost love...feeling the lost life...Soulful
Nirman

deep mahogany colour on hair badarni?
you do know the proper name for badarni in nepali is sundari (Ref Nepali brihad sabakosh)

forget-me-not ji,gurl sis,Nirman ji Thank you

forget-me-not ji hajur haru sabai ko lagi ho ni.

loc ji! thank you ( badarnikt ko nepali proper name ko lagi)

Very nice. I really like your creation. Well done and keep it up!

Few from my collections:

Your future lies before you
Like a bed of purest snow;
Be careful how you tread it,
For every step will show.

*******************

Don't start to worry:
It's sure to upset you.
Like riding a rocking- horse,
Where does it get you?

wow kb, i really like your poems! short and sweet.....and seemingly simple, but they certainly give you a lot to think about. thanks!

and badarni, you know i am a big fan of everything you write! (;-D) speaking of which, i'm waiting for another one from you in the bad poetry thread. lekhnu na!

Kusum baba ji! wowo i liked yours too & thank You.


palpali gaula ji!
Thank you and i sure will post there.You have started great thread.

hello badarnikt,

i had dropped you an email....did you get it?

you say i misslead you to my direction
which mad you fall so fast to my affection
baby i just mad a magical love reaction
me plus you plus adding a grib of satisfation
no byes or lise with no means of deception
add 3 grams of burned love under heat of sensations
with a spoon of care,respect and good intentions
dosent matter if we crossed the lines of fatal atraction
cause you ll always be a matter of natural selection
mix it all with desier and you shall have a bobing reaction
and now my love you are on my one man only private collection
this was your class of chemistry of love perfection

Hajur Ko Lekh padera mero Hriday nai Vhariyera aayo :-) Ramroo Lekhnu Hudo rahicha
Hajur Ko lekh Padera mero man Ko antasKaran Vata Chaar,4 Line Aayeko cha Ramro na vhaye pani padi denu hola.........

Dukhi ma matrai Hoina Yo sansaar ma ,
Tyo malai Tha na vhayeko hoina.
Feri pani Bujhau Kasari Yo man lai
Jo Timi Bina Dukkha Ko,Aartha nai Bujhna cahanna.......
God Bless you